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JayRoseluis

We are all told, “live your life to the fullest”; I know it’s one of those over played, cliche quotes. Maybe for some, not for me. It has a whole new meaning. In 2018, I watched my dad, the most selfless human being,  deteriorate daily over a period of 8 months. Followed by, watching him take his last breath. Some say, “well it’s , a part of life.” For me, it’s something that has changed me. Yes death, is something that will happen to all of us one day. This was different. I watched my dad , fight so hard to live. So from this day forward, I too will fight to live the life my dad always wanted for me.

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My mind never stops

I never realized how writing was my outlet. A place to let everything out, and not be judged. I’ll be honest. I never thought this type...

STRAIGHTFOWARD

It’s been so hard. Everyday , several times a day, I have to remind myself that he’s gone. The gut wrenching nightmares, only to wake up...

Seven months....

So many things have happened since you’ve left. These past seven months have felt like a lifetime. I never realized how much I always ran...

Five months

I let myself go dad. The girl that always used to care what she looked like,lost herself. I got to the point of only caring if I made it...

Our souls are connected

I’ve been feeling like I’m spiritually connected to you. I almost feel as if what your feeling I feel . So whatever I feel is multiplied...

I’m drowning

I’m not ok dad. I’m drowning in thoughts of you. I think about you constantly. Some days, as selfish as it sounds , I force myself not to...

New “normal”

The days just seem to pass by , with no meaning. As if I’m waiting for the day that everything will be ok, and “normal” again. Knowing...

World cancer day

So today started off emotional . Some mornings are harder than others. I couldn’t sleep for many reasons. #1 being, that this is a...

“The secret to happiness? Flowing, not forcing.”

Does anybody else feel like they are way behind in life? I always thought I would be married by 25.Maybe even have a child by then. Be In...

R.I.P Gallbladder

I’ve been putting off my gallbladder surgery for months. Reason being; my dad was sick and every moment I wanted to spend with him.The...

Grieving daughter

Tonight’s one of those nights. All I can think about is my dad. The person he was before cancer destroyed him. His laughter and carefree...

All of me , misses all of you

2018 was the most brutal and heartbreaking year for my family and I. The most amazing dad and husband, was diagnosed with the deadliest...

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